But the question is would I have been happier or would I have to rely on induced happiness to get me through my day. I definitely will find it a struggle to smile in the next year or so with exams looming and coming quickly.
So many options that I've picked in life have so far brought about much to self debate on.
Considering most people say they go through their mid life crisis at late thirties and in their forties, I'm currently probably going through a quarter life crisis.
So many things I've been doing has all been much about trying to induce myself with happiness after tough times I've been (still going) through... After a while, it gets hard and it gets tiring.
Last night I counted sheep trying to get to bed with some big number to remember and smile myself to sleep. But obviously that didn't quite worked out right.
My december sun is setting
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