I am a Lian'beng

This is like the third time I'm telling you. The macbook isn't yours. It used to be. That's what I wanted to know, what you didn't feel like telling me, and what I know anyway. Would you like me to put that in simple English for you?
Tell you my real name? Sorry. I have standards.

don't try to intimidate me with your english and act like a european or american cuz that just makes you seem boastful,proud,arrogent, full of yourself and yea oh, a person in total self denial. since you were asking whether the macbook was mine in the first place, why didnt you just ask that clearly in the first msg? GOD i seriously wasted my energy. how can someone like you possible exist on earth. IT'S A TOTAL MISTAKE

All further contact from you will be deleted upon receipt.

OMG. I'M NOT GONNA WASTE MY TIME STOOPING TO SOME LIAN'BENG'S LEVEL AND YOUR FAILED ATTEMPT TO SOUND PROFOUND AND DEEP. NIGHT BASTARD.


Ugh. Scum.


Gotten into net-fights like these loads of times (comes with forum moderating), and most times my heart rate goes up. I wouldn't go so far as to say it's an exhilarating exercise, trying to balance emotion with intention. Sometimes the two are one and the same.

It's something I noticed. I need to lash out. Even if there's nothing really major (stay-up-at-night major) bothering me right now, fighting in some way or form for me is like an alcohol problem. I let myself go a bit crazy, and the next day I have a hangover - I feel sick to the stomach at everything I did the day before. I lose my appetite. But weeks, months, days later I'll be burning to do it all again.

Kind of like Vonterul, full of that bottled up bitterness at the earth and the sky. I should stop staying up nights to argue and do something else.



This just in:

yea sure whatever. better not let me see ya around in school. cuz im gonna find out who you are. wanna play games?im so there. better watch out man

She actually issued a threat to "Nose Dig Digger" with her real name. Smart, but I'm not interested anymore.