I'm struggling, with almost everything. Grades, my religious walk, friends, my social scene, sleep, girl.
You name it, I have it.
Indeed, times like this makes me suicidal. For the first time in decades, I consider alternatives that I would normally never consider once I put my foot down.
It all seems like a really sad maximum point on a parabola.
The places where I used to draw refuge and encouragement from, now just serve like an empty abandoned house.
You know what, I've decided. For one night, let me try to drink myself to sleep.
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When I feel like wallbanging, I think of people who are in worse positions than me, but are still going. I convince myself that I have no right to give up when they haven't.
Also, I haven't finished your cognac. Is that bad?
think positive. a la Jay Z and his masterpiece "99 Problems". you know... like "i got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. Hit me!"
Relax, theres no need to find meaning or purpose in everything. Slow down and take life 5 minutes at a time. Either that or get drunk YEEEE HAWWWW!
yeah, either that or get drunk YUUU HAWWWW!
=P
just kidding. Don't worry. I struggle with studies all the time, my family is half-screwed up, and I don't know if or not the people at ITE are going to scare me and give a black eye. And trust me, i'm not any better with girls either.
It's standard stuff. What's more important is not to break under it all, but to learn and handle these problems. Each time you go through this phase, you come out a stronger person.
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