Tuesday, February 3, 2009

thoughts...

It is still somehow lingering in my mind.

What if I really did better and went to ACJC instead..
SAJC is really a good place and a good school for studying, but the question is, would I really be happier?
After aiming for so long and falling short by a massive two points, I guess I can't hide my disappointment.

But this world is really full of 'what ifs' and 'if only'. I'm trying not to think about it too hard.

Don't get me wrong, I love SA, its really great. But I put AC so high and now that I failed to enter, it feels kinda sour... 

And its even worse now that orientation is in full swing. It really sucks when almost a quarter of SAJC students seem to be ACJC rejects with half my OG appearing that way. But we still enjoy our times together as an OG. But everyone seems to think they would be happier studying at another JC. It makes me feel so shallow...

Would I really be happier if I did a tat better for O's?

Stop asking, I really should stop! I'm trying, I swear...

4 comments:

the author said...

Roll with it

LimeX20A said...

You gotta roll with it
You gotta take your time
You gotta say what you say
Don't let anybody get in your way
'Cause it's all too much for me to take

Don't ever stand aside
Don't ever be denied
You wanna be who you'd be
If you're coming with me

So roll with it! LOL.

Giant said...

really now, evidently u didn't follow my advice to go look for some muslim saints and ask them to share some virgins with you. oh wait, are there even any of them there?
has the spanish inquisition done its magicks again, or they simply didn't pass? hahaha.

Anonymous said...

don't be2hard on yourself. Isn't going to help.