Ignorance is sweet

As I begin my run up to my oral examination tomorrow, I can't deny I'm feeling a little jittery inside. I sill know I'm going to pwn those noobs hands down, but I also feel uneasy at my oral arrangement. I'm right after Sangeetha and right after me is Jing Yong and after Jing Yong is Hong Ping. All pros who are 30 over pointers for the oral examination. This is the bad part, being in grouped in consecutive order with distinction cases can only serve to bring down my score as the examiners moderate it among us.

I'm not particularly afraid of the oral exam itself, the different components are rather easy, so it seems. I hope I don't struggle with the picture discussion as I pull my mind together to remember the format while simultanously trying to entertain the teacher with my description of the picture. I never had high hopes for the picture discussion anyway. I'm still banking on my conversation to get my high distinction. I'm pro when it comes to shitting my way through and I can tell a darn good story (lie) when the topic is there. All I can hope for is calm nerves tomorrow. I don't need any shit luck to get my distinction, the examiners are not my enemy. Its myself, me and my nerves. Got to remain calm and composed.
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Ignorance is sweet, so they say. After a good 4 years of education in secondary school. I can safely say how secondary education did nothing to educate these bunch of monkeys in my school. CME has failed us horribly, someone even commented how he felt more guilty doing CME papers. Its all so fake. We get that 'A' grade for our CME by knowing what is right or wrong, but the applying is another thing.
This even applies to situational awareness of our enviroment, our earth. 16 year olds are not as matured as they used to be. Sex, drugs and societies do not make a grown man. Screw this.
And I thought it was beginning to get fun.


He's dead he's dead.
stabbed.