Tuesday, February 3, 2009

thoughts...

It is still somehow lingering in my mind.

What if I really did better and went to ACJC instead..
SAJC is really a good place and a good school for studying, but the question is, would I really be happier?
After aiming for so long and falling short by a massive two points, I guess I can't hide my disappointment.

But this world is really full of 'what ifs' and 'if only'. I'm trying not to think about it too hard.

Don't get me wrong, I love SA, its really great. But I put AC so high and now that I failed to enter, it feels kinda sour... 

And its even worse now that orientation is in full swing. It really sucks when almost a quarter of SAJC students seem to be ACJC rejects with half my OG appearing that way. But we still enjoy our times together as an OG. But everyone seems to think they would be happier studying at another JC. It makes me feel so shallow...

Would I really be happier if I did a tat better for O's?

Stop asking, I really should stop! I'm trying, I swear...

4 comments:

  1. You gotta roll with it
    You gotta take your time
    You gotta say what you say
    Don't let anybody get in your way
    'Cause it's all too much for me to take

    Don't ever stand aside
    Don't ever be denied
    You wanna be who you'd be
    If you're coming with me

    So roll with it! LOL.

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  2. really now, evidently u didn't follow my advice to go look for some muslim saints and ask them to share some virgins with you. oh wait, are there even any of them there?
    has the spanish inquisition done its magicks again, or they simply didn't pass? hahaha.

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  3. don't be2hard on yourself. Isn't going to help.

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